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GB mykxj‡`i m‡½ wQ‡jb MY‡dvig †bZv W. Kvgvj †nv‡mb, whwb †Kv‡bvw`b RbM‡Yi †fv‡U wbe©vwPZ n‡Z cv‡ibwb; wQ‡jb gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv, mvaviY wbe©vP‡b huvi RvgvbZ ev‡Rqvß n‡qwQj| Avgv‡`i DwØMœ mykxjMY Gevi GB `yB Rbmg_©bnxb ivR‰bwZK †bZv‡K Avov‡j ivL‡Z PvB‡jb| GUv wQj Zv‡`i mvgwqK †KŠkj| ivR‰bwZK e¨w³Z¡‡`i mvg‡bi KvZvi †_‡K †bc‡_¨ mwi‡q RbMY‡K msjv‡ci cywiqv †Mjv‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb Zuviv| Zuv‡`i †m †Póv †h e¨_© n‡q‡Q, Zv GLb wbðq Avi bZzb K‡i ejvi A‡cÿv iv‡L bv| W. Kvgvj †nv‡mb Mfxi R‡ji gvQ, wb‡R‡K wbivc` `~i‡Z¡ mwi‡q wb‡q‡Qb|
cv‡ibwb gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv| wZwb ivRbxwZi gv‡V Zuvi lo‡š¿i bxjbKkv ev¯Íevq‡b PZzg©yLx †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z _v‡Kb| gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœvi †Uwj‡dvb msjvc GLb †`‡k I we‡`‡k mevi gy‡L gy‡L| Zuvi GB K‡_vcK_‡b gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœvi Avmj D‡Ïk¨ wKš‘ G‡Kev‡i ¯úó| mivmwi †mbv Afz¨Ìv‡bi DmKvwb w`‡q‡Qb wZwb| AÁvZ GK e¨w³ Zuv‡K ej‡Qb, ÔDËicvov wKš‘ Mig n‡”QÕ| Ggb K_vi Rev‡e gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv e‡j‡Qb, Ô…Avi wK Mig, Avi K‡e n‡e? hv n‡q †M‡Q †`‡k Gi †P‡q †ewk †Zv wKQy Avi n‡Z cvi‡e bv|Õ A_©vr †mbvevwnbx GLb ch©šÍ †h n¯Í‡ÿc K‡iwb, MYZvwš¿K miKv‡ii cÖwZ Av¯’vkxj †_‡K‡Q, gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv Zv‡Z nZvk| wKš‘ ZviciI wZwb K_v ej‡Z Pvb| Kv‡`i m‡½ wZwb K_v ej‡Z Pvb, Zv wZwb ¯úó K‡iB e‡j‡Qb| Kv‡`i m‡½ K_v ej‡Z Pvb wZwb? Ôeo K_v n‡”Q †h B‡dw±f hviv| A¨vÛ û AvÛvi÷¨vÛ û †bv, G iKg n‡j fv‡jv| gv‡b hvi mv‡_ †kqvi Kiv hv‡e, whwb Avgv‡K GbjvB‡Ub Ki‡Z cvi‡eb Ges †g we AvwgI Zv‡K eyS‡Z cvi‡ev, †evSv‡Z cvi‡ev|Õ
Gi Av‡M mvgvwRK †hvMv‡hvM gva¨‡g wZwb Zuvi B‡”Qi K_v Rvwb‡qwQ‡jb GK wf‡qbv cÖevmx‡K, whwb GK`v gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœvi ivRbxwZ‡Z Av¯’vkxj wQ‡jb|
gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœvi Av‡iKwU †Uwj‡dvb K‡_vcK_b G‡m‡Q msev` gva¨‡g| †hLv‡b wZwb K_v e‡j‡Qb Av‡gwiKv cÖevmx weGbwc †bZv mv‡`K †nv‡mb †LvKvi m‡½| †mLv‡bI wZwb Zuvi D‡Ïk¨ m¤ú‡K© ÔwK¬b A¨vÛ wK¬qviÕ| ej‡Qb, Ô…c‡q›U eø¨v¼ †_‡K Avwg GKUv K_v ewj| AvB †g we is| KviY GUv †Zv Avcbvi †Wwd‡bU K_v Qvov ejv hvq bv| Zvi c‡iI Avwg g‡b KiwQ RvwZmsN, BD‡ivcxq BDwbqb, Av‡gwiKvb A¨v¤^v‡mWiÑme K_vevZ©v m~²fv‡e †`‡LbÑg‡b n‡”Q †h Zviv wKQy GKUv ej‡Z Pv‡”Q| GUv ¯úó n‡q‡Q †h, msjvc Ki‡Z n‡e| A‡cvwRkb‡K †W‡gv‡µwUK A¨vU‡gvm‡dqvi w`‡Z n‡e| mwnsmZv eÜ Ki‡Z n‡e| GUv †Zvgv‡`iB KvR, Ki‡Z n‡e, bB‡j †Zvgv‡`i ¶wZ n‡e| GLb GB K_vUv ïay K_vi g‡a¨ wK?Õ A_©vr ivR‰bwZK †gvwU‡fk‡bi KvRwU Ki‡Z PvB‡Qb gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv| weGbwc‡K D¾xweZ Kivi †Póv K‡i‡Qb|
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Avevi LvwbKUv nZvkI n‡q‡Qb gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv| KviY †Kv‡bvfv‡eB mvaviY gvbyl weGbwci GB Av‡›`vj‡bi m‡½ GKvZ¥ n‡Z cvi‡Q bv| gvbœv ej‡Qb, Ô†`‡Lb, GZ¸‡jv †jvK †cUªj †evgvq gviv †M‡Q, wKsev G‡Zv cÖcvMvÛvi c‡iI gvby‡li Av‡›`vjb, we‡ivax g‡bvfve M‡o D‡V‡Q| gvbyl Kó cv‡”Q, wei³ n‡”Q, fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv| Zvic‡iI gvbyl ej‡Q bv me `gb K‡i †d‡jv, weGbwc Lye Ab¨vq Ki‡Q|Õ
GLv‡bB gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœvi `ytL| GB `ytL ivLvi RvqMv cv‡”Qb bv wZwb| nZvk n‡jI G‡Kev‡i Avkv †Q‡o w`‡Z PvB‡Qb bv| mv‡`K †nv‡mb †LvKv‡K ej‡Qb, ÔGB RvqMvUvq GKUy B‡q Ki‡Z n‡e †h, Avgiv eo †VKvq c‡o †MwQ, ZvB GUv Ki‡ZwQ| gvbyl Pvq bv| gvbyl GLv‡b Pvq webqx| …AvcwbB eyS‡eb, ‡mUv n‡jv, Avm‡j KZLvwb a‡i ivL‡Z cvi‡eb| Avi KZLvwb wb‡Z cvi‡eb? †f‡O cov hv‡e bv| Zvi Av‡M Avcbvi eyS‡Z n‡e| wKš‘ Avwg GL‡bv †f‡O covi cwiw¯’wZ †`LwQ bv|Õ
Zvn‡j Kx †`L‡Qb gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv? †g‡Ni Avov‡j bZzb †Kv‡bv m~h©? wKfv‡e? †`Lv hvK Zuvi K‡_vcK_b †_‡KB| gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv ej‡Qb, Ô…GB Rb¨ wUDwbs `iKvi| GKUy †evSv‡bv `iKvi| †M‡jB †Zv ¸wj Lv‡e, GB K_v e‡j †Zv Avcwb †`o eQi Pyc _vK‡Z cvi‡eb bv| bvg‡Z n‡e †Zv Avcbv‡K| †mUv Avcwb †KŠk‡j bv‡gb, mZK©Zv, ˆZwi K‡i ‡bb wKfv‡e GUv Avcwb AZ `~i ‡_‡K ej‡eb|Õ
gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœv †h‡Kv‡bv Dcv‡q miKvi‡K †eKvq`vq †dj‡Z Pvb| Av‡›`vjb Rwg‡q w`‡Z jvk Pvb wZwb| wek¦we`¨vjq¸‡jv‡Z AkvšÍ cwi‡ek ˆZwi Ki‡Z Pvb| †`‡ki wek¦we`¨v‡qi wkÿv_©xiv wbw`©ó mg‡q Zv‡`i wkÿvel© †kl Ki‡Z cvi‡Q, GUv Zuvi mn¨ n‡”Q bv| wek¦we`¨vjq¸‡jv‡Z GLb †mkbRU †bB, GUv †evanq wZwb †g‡b wb‡Z cvi‡Qb bv| ZvB wZwb mv‡`K †nv‡mb †LvKv‡K †kvbv‡”Qb Zuvi cwiKíbvi K_v| ej‡Qb, Ô…a‡ib, BDwbfvwm©wU‡Z GKUv wgwQj n‡jv| a‡ib hv gvivgvwi evB‡i n‡”Q| BDwbfvwm©wU‡Z gvivgvwi‡Z ‡M‡jv `yB wZbUv| wK Kiv hv‡e? wKš‘ nj Kx, Avcbviv Mf‡g›U‡K ‡kBK K‡i †dj‡jb|
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GB n‡”Q mykxj gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœvi Avmj †Pnviv| †Uwjwfk‡bi UK‡kv †Z wM‡q whwb bxwZK_v AvIovb, †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv Le‡ii KvM‡R whwb Kjvg wj‡L RvwZ‡K Av‡jvwKZ Kivi †Póv Ki‡Qb, †mB gvbylwUB wK bv MYZš¿ wemR©b w`‡Z Pvb! wek¦we`¨vj‡q jv‡ki ivRbxwZ Pvb!
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mgv‡R MÖnY‡hvM¨Zv ˆZwi‡Z A‡bKUvB wK GwM‡q wM‡q‡Q‡jb wZwb? bvwK Kvw•ÿZ mvdj¨ bv †c‡qB †cQ‡bi `‡ivRv w`‡q ÿgZvi ¯^v` †c‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb? gvngy`yi ingvb gvbœvi †h‡Kv‡bv UK‡kv hw` ch©v‡jvPbv Kiv hvq, Zvn‡j †`Lv hv‡e, Zuvi me Av‡µvk MYZvwš¿K Dcv‡q wbe©vwPZ †kL nvwmbvi miKv‡ii cÖwZ| †kL nvwmbv‡K AvµgY Ki‡Z wcQcv nbwb wZwb| ïay ÿgZvi †jv‡f MYZš¿we‡ivax AvPiY K‡i †MQb w`‡bi ci w`b| ivRbxwZ‡Z we‡ivax gZ _vK‡e| wKš‘ KvD‡K ÿgZv †_‡K bvgv‡Z wM‡q mvgwiK Afz¨Ìv‡bi lohš¿ Ki‡Z n‡e| †`‡ki g‡a¨ Aw¯’wZkxjZv ˆZwi Ki‡Z n‡e? gvbyl †g‡i miKvi‡K bvwo‡q w`‡Z n‡e? Avi GB Kv‡R wZwb m‡½ wb‡qwQ‡jb my‡hvMmÜvbx ÔmykxjÕ‡`i|
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